Hold Your Soul !

I lied up on my super comfort bed. I was going to sleep..

Unfortunately, I counld't sleep as easy as I taught. Suddenly, a thought was approached me. That afternoon, I read someone's blog. She is almost same with me. Have an art soul. She is very talented. She likes art, and literacy, like me. It is seen from her writing. Her language is very sweet. And she looks enjoy her life..

Suddenly, I remembered my old friend. She is very talented in sport, and art. She is the female basketball captain in our high school, but she still has a kind of smooth soul because of her talent in art. She can make a very beautiful sketch. I amazed her. And she looks really enjoying her life.

I brooded...
I'm not really enjoy my life. Most of my life wasted for worrying my future, worrying many things, and also feel gulty. I was did a mistake in the past, and at all the time, I was thinking that my future will not be  as wonderful as I want and I pray for, because of my mistake. Everyone told to me that my future will be wonderful if I do the best and have a trust, but my own mind still running up and I couldn't stop it ! It was annoying !

I also worried about my future. I was afraid if I don't get a good job, a good husband, a good child, a good life later. The most, I was afraid of my career.

Now, I realize something. My big goal is money apparently....
I worried of my career in the future because I just predicted about money. And that's a big mistake..
Now, I know. People should do the best of their talent. If you have a desire on art,for example, you should do it. Do the best and enjoy it. Our future is determined by our skills, and God's grace. If you like something and always learn it day by day, you'll be an expert on it, and there is no poverty for skillful man. Just hold your soul, your desire on something. Keep it fire. Therefore my friends enjoy their life, with art, sport, sains, ect. Because they like it, they love it, and learn it to be an expert. That's the reason why they very-very rarely worrying something.

From this time, I promise I'll do my best. I have a powerful desire in music, multimedia, and literacy. I'll improve it. I'll do my best and love my life. I'll hold my soul, and never let it fall in worry, doubt, and sadness :)

I'll enjoy my life. How about you?